during this two-year hiatus, so much has happened. the ex, whom I felt sure was my soul-mate, got married, and it felt as if I had been rejected all over again, and I am experiencing the pain of the break-up afresh. I hope that by re-starting this travel blog, I can force myself to rebuild my life again, to be brave and happy once more. share your thoughts with me, and words of encouragement too.
I begin with this photograph of graffiti I saw in Valdivia, Chile. I went to Argentina and Chile in the immediate after-math of the break-up, and this one spoke to me.
all you need is love
surely easier said than done. “I loved you, I did. I couldn’t love enough.” those were the words he said to me a month after the break-up, and the only closure he gave.
but what do you do when you still love someone, four long years on?
my entire family sans me were invited to a wedding lunch, so I decided to cook myself a feast in their absence. (havoc in the kitchen without anyone’s interference!)
this is the first time I bought (half a) fresh chicken from the butcher – usually I’d only order the breast, thought I’d try something new. marinated in salt, pepper, italian herb mix and a splash of orange juice.
I oiled the pan with the chicken skin before sautéing the onions, followed by the peppers (I like my peppers very soft). next came the potatoes and the chicken, and a can of lager.
chicken stew! the recipe asked for stout, but I substituted it with a strong brew in my possession that I didn’t enjoy. great way to use up unwanted alcohol.
my sister ate my leftovers for dinner and she liked it! hooray. but she prefers last week’s egg-tomato dish haha.
I tried my hand at a basic shakshouka of chopped tomatoes, sausages and runny eggs.
definitely an all-day breakfast dish I’d repeat!
for a light rain splatter pattern.
if in a different colour scheme, it might make for a rather nice wallpaper pattern…?
just thought i’d share this touching and poignant strip i saw on sgag. apparently truly overheard by the poster!
*satay – a delectable dish of grilled/barbequed meat on bamboo skewers
*’burn’ – burnt offerings to the dead (candles, paper money, papier-mache houses/cars/clothes/mobile phones/all manner of material goods)
a translation from the singlish…
satay man: satay for you, auntie?
auntie: 10 chicken satay, brother! grill until it is burnt then you help me throw away!
satay man: throw away?
auntie: now seventh month, i want to ‘burn’ satay for my late husband la. last time he love to eat your satay! thank you, brother!
i appreciate the incident also because it demonstrates how love can transcend religious and cultural borders. the satay man here is malay, who tend to be muslim, while the practice of burning offerings to the dead is a taoist one. yours truly here is a christian – but i think it safe to say we are all touched by this little anecdote.
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will blog about the singapore elections if i ever get down to organising my thoughts. meanwhile, thank you for checking on me. my mood swings and emotional downs have been quite unmanageable of late – i feel so angry all the time and i’ve been punching walls till my hands smart and i don’t understand why. not sure if there is even anything to understand…but thanks for keeping an eye.
don’t mean to ignore your kind comments and all, just not feeling up to replying –